one sen coins no more....

they're goanna stop printing 1 sen coins.... starting april 1st next year...



no more magnetic coins for my children and great granchildren to play with.....
sob sob.....



goanna start keeping 1sen coins dee.... lalalallalaa......


LPPL..... love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/

was i even thinking ???

my mind has been wondering around a tad to much lately.... having loads of unnecessary thoughts popping in my mind one after another.... then my head start putting playing around with my emotions.... at first i thought i was emo... then i thought i was depressed... then later thought i was miserable, wretched, dismal, gloomy, blue... and then i came to just realise.... i was just plain moodless..... not sad.... neither was i anywhere near happy....

then my mind just drifts away.... random redundant thoughts....




uni is not what i expected it to be.... my lecturers are crappier than my high school teachers...

• they teach about stuff in a way they think is easier to understand, but they totally change to actual concept of the whole theory.... at this point, i thank god i went bek to form 6.... (i took the coutesy to ask my teacher lecturer about her lecture and that was what she told me.... and i told her it's wrong, yet she insist that she's correct)
  
• their notes are either in fonts that are totally illegible or they scribble lines that look like words to them and expect you to be able to read their griffonage... what more, their 'marvelous' hand-drawn graphs.... ughhh.... studying my maths notes the whole night b4 my test 2 made me nauseous....
• when you ask the lecturers who have doctorates (and i assume that they've fogotten their foundation subjects to make way for their advanced level education) questions on ur practical lab experiments, they'll mumble something and eventually ask you to do further reading by urself.... every time.... i mean, they're conducting the experiment, arent they prepared to explain something ???
• oh... shoe polishing is a must.... biased marking of papers and attendance.... ughhh......*note to self: polish some shoes next semester*

and the facilities are a whole bunch of bullock....

1. the library is so small, i bet there are 3 times more books in my high school than here.
2. the lab apparatus is insufficient.... there's not enough apparatus that we have to use broken measuring cylinders.
3. the lift at the admin block is so damn slow...
4. there were 2 blackouts throughout the campus this semester... and a few times to the dewan kuliah.... they shud atleast have back up generaters in the laboratories...
5. canteen food is expensive... and it sux...
6. and i feel the online survey feedback thingy for the course and its lecturers are totally not confidential at all...
   

there's more.... but this is enough to make me sick.... ughhh....


anyone out on merdeka eve ??? will be bek in penang for the weekend.... exams' due in less than two weeks time.... dieded....



gotta start studying..... lazing around too much....




ughhh.... TLPCS........ arghhh ~!!!

sleepy sial...

okay... umm... multiply.... hmmm.. hi guys... wakakakaka....

i'm not getting enough sleep..... i wish i had assignments... yup.... rather than having stupid tests and lab reports to do..... aihz... i've got my 2nd computer system's test in like... 8 hours from now... hehehe....


and i'm old.. i dowanna be old... no fun wanz.... jeng jeng jeng...... sleepy but gotta study.... X(



oh yah, btw, i got myself a 17" LCD screen and a set of new speakers.. woohoo... ~!



hehheheehe..... LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw... \m/ *yawns*



p/s: anyone wanna meet up this weekend ??? lalalalala.....

frus is when....

..... i hear the neighbour blowing bagpipes.... [no wait, it's the kettle... hahhaha...]

• you go to the clinic on sunday, the doctor asks you if you're studying and whether you need an MC, you say yes to both... and he gives you an MC for sunday....
• you're sick on monday.... when you have a lab to attend and you dun think you can get better on wednesday which is the next lab [and both labs are conducting diff experiments and there's no replacement day for the labs...]
• you have three lab reports due wednesday and you haven't started on any at all....and your head's kinda heavy... which really is a nuisance even though you really really wanna start doing it....
• dumb dumb HN29s smoke while they pee in the public toilet.... they're better off hisap~ing their konek while they pee.....
  
• you wish you didnt have to go all the way to PJ to pass a bank book to a fren who cant come over to setapak.... cuz he doesn't know how to get here.... aihz...
• you have a fren who comes over to your house and puts wet tissue on your router/modem.... why ?? so that it doesnt overheat...
  
• you have straight coursemates like mine.... they're all so dead cow one side neck....
  
• you're so sick, you sleep too much, you don't know what do when you're awake.... cuz the moment you start doing something, you're head starts to get heavy, and you wanna lie down a while.... BUT YOU CANT SLEEP.... CUZ YOU SLEPT TOO MUCH DEE ~!
• you pay rm10 for 3 crappy vcd shows near brj..... seriously.. damn crappy, not the movies.... the quality of the vcds... but the ppl who sell 'em speak hokkien... .X)
• you're frus... jeah....
  

*to be left untitled*

everything said out was meant to be heard.... but some times, it wasnt meant to be heard by everyone else.... though many things were better left unsaid, most were better off said straight into the face.... there are so many ways to inpret a short phrase.... yet many choose to think of it in a more common perspective and just leave it as it is....

there's two sides to a coin.... what's a coin if it only has one side printed ??? when you lay a coin on the table... all you see is one side of it.... you know it's a 50 sen coin.... pure assumption... ppl are just too lazy to flip the coin and see the other side of it before telling ppl "hey, this is a 50 sen coin".... okay that sounded lame.... but i think you get the meaning....


all ppl hear is from one point of view and make assumptions... rather than listen to both or more parties concerned and make a conclusion from it....


i derno.... i've just entered the state of being frus....


lallalaa....

LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw...\m/

regrets....

i expect this journal to be self contradictary..... where every statement will just contradict the previous one or so.... or at least try....



everyone wished they had lived their life with no regrets.... trying not to look back and say "i shouldn't have done that".... but things have happened and looking back, thinking that things could have been better won't make any difference about the future.... but then.... you can't help yourself but regret about it.... even though you know that it's no use....

pain is inevitable.... but suffering is optional.... yet it's so hard to not take suffering as an option.... you try to move on... yet sooner or later, it'll hit back on you....


okay okay... i feel crappy and i derno dee.. hahahhaa...


reminds me of lighthouse family's song... high... hehehe....


When you're close to tears remember
Someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high

Though it's darker than december
What's ahead is a different color
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the end
And wonder how we made it through the night

At the end of the day we remember the way
We stayed so close to the end
We'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love



and i suddenly feel i like songs that sing about ppl getting high.... or something lidat....

jeng jeng jeng.....



"today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday... to analyse is to worry... and it has become a habit.... that's why we're unhappy... kwa..."




LPPL..... love peace, peace love yaw...\m/

wish i could pass this off as random....

dilemma.... not drowning in this feeling.... was.... am not..... wish there was this panel on top of my head that can show things that go thru my mind....

dilemma.... song.... "no matter what I do, all I think about is you
even when i’m with my boo... you know i’m crazy over you"


derno ler....






and again... i've yet to finish my lab report... hehehhee....

i would like a new pair of shoes.... well... alot of ppl would like to have one eh ??? hehehee....


LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw....\m./

i've gotta kill this habit of mine...

here i am.... doing ntg in particular when i have a lab report due in 2 hours time... and the clock keeps ticking... yup.... not a good thing....

i dun think procrastinate is the best word to define my actions.... yeah... delaying a report i could have done last week is procrastinating.... well... i think i'll just stick with procrastination for now....

derno.... i had started doing my report last week..... i did bits and parts of it slowly.... hahahaha.... making time to check multiply.... look for monopoly sets that i want to own..... check out some forums.... do bits and parts of my algebra and calculus homework.... going out to buy supplies... and what not.....


resulting in me.... still sitting in the living room... typing this journal out when i should be doing my lab report... yup.. i belum tidur... oh... and i even slept through half an hour during my lab practical on monday..... hahahahaa..... the teacher was in forng explaining about what we were goanna do and i was sitting at the bench at the back dozing off.... i only woke up when they started to take ammonia samples.... the smell is so..... wasabi~ish... you know.... ummmm.... the fumes makes it feel as though it burns ur nose.... something like wasabi.... only diff is the smell is more foul....


hahahahaaha..... i think i'll sleep during algebra mia lecture later... hehehhee... lalalalala....

okay now off to do my lab report.... lalalallala....



KKYLP..... lalalallaa..... jeng jeng jeng....

i need more bandwidth....

... and more room space.... and a ethernet cable so i dun have to rely on the slow wireless connection speed... arghh.....


surfing on the net has never been son frustrating.... aihz.... hmmm..... and not to mention the amount of dust in the air here..... and the quality of the water here is like..... hmmmm..... okoay, if you put a white cloth at the tap and let water flow through it.... it'll turn yellowish by ythe time you're done doing the dishes and utensils.....


been coughing all day.... aihz.... dry cough.... not getting any better.... oh... i've already skipped a class on my 1st week in uni..... hahahhahaa...... chemistry..... was supposed to attend class at 9-10.... i woke up at 10.12.... hhaahahha.... derno lah.... jeng jeng jeng....


I NEED MORE BANDWIDTH AND MORE LIVING SPACE ~!!!!!


I NEED A BETTER CALCULUS LECTURER WHO DOESNT SLUR WHEN HE LECTURES ~!!!!




i've yet to meet my computer systems' lecturer.... and the only lecturers i find interesting are Dr. Ramesh, my chem lab mia indian lecturer [i feel almost all indian lecturers damn yao yeng wanz...] who i'll be seing only 6-7 times this sem... and maybe in my 3rd year here.... and there's my fizik mia lecturer... which i dunno his name yet.... his english is by far the best amongst the chinese lecturers here..... yet his chinese slang makes him sound very.... long-man-from-long-hill~ish....


i'm starting to sound like jean..... hmmmm......


lalalallalaa




ok... no more ranting.....



for now...



till then.... LPPL.... love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/

settled down.... finally....

after a week of not going online and a hundred and fourteen [141] journals to go through... which i apparently didnt go through all of it.... hehehehe... paiseh.... lalallalaa..... i've finally settled down in taman desa setapak.... hmmm.... lalalalalala...... well... my room is kinda small considering that i'm goanna be sharing the room.... hmmmm...



i am about 3k away from getting a far much better performing computer than the one i brought down to KL with me..... the computer i'm using now is running on a pentium4, a very cheap mobo, 256 ram, on-board graphics and audio.... and not to mention a bulky 15 inch CRT that is taking up alot of space in my room..... and my room is upstairs.... which is a problem if i wanna connect to the internet as the router is downstairs..... and there isnt much space downstairs for my PC.... aihz... am onlining with a laptop downstairs....



my motorbike arrived the same day with me, yesterday.... and also with jean's bike... which nw belongs to me... muahahahaha...... wakakakkakaa......



but UTAR had to be a bitch and not tell me earlier that i need my title deed to my motorbike in order to get the campus sticker.... a whole bunch of ridiculous ppl who pronounce faculty as Fur-Kal-Tee.... i mean, who the hell pronounces it that way ??? arghhh..... and everytime some says that word, i've gotta repeat the right pronunciation in my head thrice... twice isn't enough..... damn these ppl i tell you..... damn discriminative towards ppl who were engllish educated....



and it's kinda early for me to judge my course mates.... so i shall refrain myself from bitching about them.... i need supper.... i need my classes to start a tad later.... most of my classes start at 8am.... damn it..... i need food.... i need a new computer....



lalalalal... i need more bandwidth ~!




my first day of uni.... boring.... and uneventful.... well... life's a vaccum cleaner.... hor ?


LPPL..... love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/

one week from now...

i'll be driving myself down to KL with chi hwa..... time flies by so quickly.... and time can only do so much.... lalalalala....

waking up in my bed, having the thought that i'll only have a few more nights waking up to some place i've been accustomed to..... stirs up alot of mixed feelings.... i might come back and feel foreign to my home.... well, i hope not.... dunno ler.... never did like the thought of going somewhere far from home.... well, atleast for recent years i never did like the thought of it....



derno ler.... so much to do... so much to prepare for..... so lil time.... and i'm still at work.... hahahaha.... dieded....



LPPL.... love peace, peace love... \m/


ps. JEAN !!! THE LIST WEIH ~! how ???

this is just absurd...... derno... XD

i think the japs have just too much time.... seriously nbtd wanz..... so sad wanz them.... =P


lalalallaa.... enjoy....











harlo.....
LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/

*blank*

jeah... sien~Ness just took over me....

LPPL.... love peace, peace love yaw....\m/

signs of sexual abuse....

(courtesy Prevent Child Abuse Missouri)

Masturbates during stressful times

Inappropriate touching of adults

Inappropriate knowledge of sexual matters

Unusual fear of adults

Inappropriate sexual play with other children

Touches himself in genital area on regular basis

Reports sexual contact with adult

Unusual friendliness with unknown adults

Runs away from home

States he/she is afraid to go home

Urinary infections

Sexually transmitted diseases

Fear of dark, restrooms

Wetting accidents

yup... random... lalalala....

LPPL.... love peace, peace love yaw....\m/

siendo un americano sangriento.....

.....which translate to "being a bloody American"

i've come to a point where i hate my status....

i'm not eligible for any loans.... be it PTPTN loan, UTAR itself mia loan, Penang State Government's education loan... nope, none.... which i find it damn ridiculous.... i'm enrolled as a malaysian student, not an international student.... i did my bloody UPSR, PMR, SPM and STPM here..... UTAR wun bloodily give an exception and approve my loan.... a whole bunch of bullocks...

oh btw, i just got offered to go to UTAR to do pure chemistry... yeah, that's where the problem starts hitting me in the face..... aihz... derno ler... lalalalala....



and i just realised why employers rather hire foreign workers than malaysians.... according to the EPF scheme in malaysia, the EPF contribution of malaysian by their employers are RM12 for every RM100 of their pay and they themselves contribute RM11 for every RM100 of their pay.... whereas for non-malaysians, we have to contribute RM11 for every RM100 of our pay [which is the same] but our employers contribute a flat rate of RM5.... yup... five ringgit ONLY, regardless of how much we earn....

in short, the employers pay more money for their malaysian employees but they pay only RM5 for their non-malysian employees....

another whole bunch of bullshit.... arghh..... why lah why.... damn KNS wanz ler....







and my grandmother isn't getting any better.....



TLPCS..... urghh....

paradox....

can God create a stone so heavy that He Himself cannot lift it?





if he can, then
he does not have unlimited strength....



but if He cannot, his powers of creation
are limited....

d'oh.... so much for being omnipotent.... hmmm....



LPPL.... love peace, peace love....\m/

no electric kat wangsa maju....

yup yup...  no elektrik... kat itu wangsa maju , setapak mia area.... hmmm... derno genting kelang sana elektrik anot.... hmmmm.. so sad.. hahaha..... so sad... no stephen chow movies kat brj dee... sob sob....

stpm er.... X(

LPPL.. love peaace, peace love ....\m/

selamat pagi cikgu.....

do you remember whe you were in primary school.... you used to wish you cikgu selamat pagi ??? and the whole class wud drag every suku kata.... SeeEEeee LaaAAAaahhHHh MmmAAAtttTTTTt..... PaaaAAAAaaaaa GiiIIIiiiii..... CiiIIiiikkkKKk.... GgguuUUUuuu.... then there are times when singing the national athem, u'd want to sing it really fast and not drag the syllables.... why har.. why couldn't it be the other way round ??? hmmmm..... rules were meant to be broken... muahahaha....


lalalallaa..... LPPL.... love peace, peace love....\m/
 

two months ???

two months ???? i din know.... i dun think anyone knows..... shocking..... *mouth stil open* two months you know ???






derno... okay... dat was random..... 3 more days nia weih.... results weih.... i had a nightmare, i never finished my pengajian am paper.... weird.... and shocking.... and damn real.... why lah why weih....

nobody wants to talk to me....X(



two months weih.... so fast two months dee.... another octoberian coming out dee.... XD

LPPL... love peace, peace love.....\m/

at long last.....

i think i'm kinda thick skinned to post this up... but i dun care... lalalalla.... well actually it's cuz i just got the letter yesterday.... lalalallaa..... XD

STPM RESULT OUT ON THURSDAY WEIH !!!!
DAMN SCARED WEIH !!!!

lalalalalala.....

now really wanna TLPCS dee.... good luck to guo qiang later....

how ar how ???? aihz...... LPPL.... love peace, peace love yaw....\m/

just another blog

when ppl were looking for love, throwing mandrin oranges into the sea.... i went down to kay elle to look for love.... X) hehehe... i ended up giving a certain purple dinosaur kisses in return for his hospitality.... THANKS !!! will tah kao you again soon.. kekekeke.... XD XD XD


've been going to work late these days... sick and couldnt wake up on time.... dieded dee ler.... dernolah.... waiting for boss come find me about my clocking times.... ngek negk ngek....

my results should be out next week..... scared.... dunno lah... just scared... hmmmm... TAKUT LAH WEIH ~!!!

qiang qiang going to Kulim for NS next week... oh my, how time flies.... aihz....

should i consider working in a lab mixing chemicals for 5-8 years upon my graduation ???

hmmmm....

LPPL... love peace, peace love....\m/